I dreamt that Armon’s mom called me again. She scolded me about not contacting him at all, not even as a friend. That I’m causing their family harm. That I’m a terrible person. That he hates me so I should stop. I was all like, “What do you want from me? I already broke up with him like you wanted/requested? What more do you want from me? blah blah Please stop calling me, I am not the reason for your family problems. Why don’t you sit down and think about your actions, especially the ones that were ‘for the better’ of your family and how they’ve ACTUALLY affected your family; look at the harm your decisions have caused. You do what you think is right overall, not what’s good for each person. Accept them and stop blaming the results of your actions on others. And learn to accept that sometimes, things are out of your control.” I was so heated. I woke up crying.

I hate when his family calls me. It’s never pleasant. Just rude, insulting, and hurtful. Even in dreams lol

*sigh*

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  • 2 months ago
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Essay vs. Keishla: Essay:3  Keishla:0
I’ve been fighting myself to do this essay alll day. I JUST DON’T WANNA DO IT! It has a boring topic with lots of sources I can use to write about, but I do not want to make time to read and analyze. 
I just want to watch Malcolm in the Middle on Netflix until I fall asleep. 

Essay vs. Keishla: Essay:3  Keishla:0

I’ve been fighting myself to do this essay alll day. I JUST DON’T WANNA DO IT! It has a boring topic with lots of sources I can use to write about, but I do not want to make time to read and analyze. 

I just want to watch Malcolm in the Middle on Netflix until I fall asleep. 

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Does it scare you to think… that now that you’ve lost the one person you’ve opened up completely to, the one person that looked right into your heart and smiled with such kind love, the one person that loved you inside out… does it scare you to think that you may never feel such a love again? By that person or by anyone else again? I know it’s stupid to think that. Ridiculous even. But … it does scare me.

  • 3 months ago
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Shit to Do by Saturday:

Homework

  • Pick out topic for ENC paper (I swear picking out a topic to write on is the longest part of writing a paper). By tonight or tmrw
  • ENC Write thesis for the Power of Knowledge.
  • ENC Write the damn paper (ENC)
  • ENC Read The Girl Plugged in 
  • ENC Read For a Breath I Tarry
  • BSC Study for Lab Quiz (Monday)
  • BSC Read ch5
  • HUM Read Oedipus the King
  • HUM Read The Apology by Plato
  • HUM Read ch2
  • HUM Do Ch2 Study Guide
  • Trig- book work
  • Trig- Chapter Review
  • PreCal- MyMathLab

Home

  • Clean room
  • Clean bathroom
  • Take out Kitchen trash
  • Put away Laundry
  • Clean out fridge
  • Defrost chicken
  • Workout

Personal

  • Kill myself.
  • Wrap Abby’s birthday present.
  • GIVE A FUCK.
  • Damn, I had to pick 6 classes.

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  • 3 months ago
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Shit To Do:

URGENT:
  • Print out VCC W2 form
  • Mail all tax forms to Flor
  • Buy new bus pass tmrw
  • Pick out summer classes. (HNRS)
Homework:
  • Read Ch2 for HUM (Due 2/15)
  • Re-download HUM Syllabus
  • Read Atlas Announcement assignment HUM
  • Reread The Persian Wars for Quiz Wednesday -_- (HUM)
  • Read Apology by Plato (HUM)
  • TRIG: Do all hw that is due today by 11pm (procrastination at its finest.)
  • Precal: do hw that is due in an hour (MMM)
  • Study for BSC Test (Wednesday)
  • Read ch3-6 for BSC
  • Lab: Study for quiz that’s next monday..meh
  • ENC: Read book
  • Pick out a short story topic for ENC paper (due next week) Meh. 
Home:
  • Laundry
  • Wash Uniform. I have no clean shirts lol
  • Prep food
  • Gym
Meh. So much shit to do.

  • 3 months ago
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Idk if it’s because of you or because I’m doing hw so early lol

Tears please go away.

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  • 4 months ago
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Parenthetical Citation

You tedious, time consuming asshole. I’ve got better things to do.

  • 5 months ago
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…I don’t want to write this research paper.
All I want to do is eat oreos with milk and continue reading Inheritance. But no, after I finish my paper I have to go to work with Lex -__-

…I don’t want to write this research paper.

All I want to do is eat oreos with milk and continue reading Inheritance. But no, after I finish my paper I have to go to work with Lex -__-

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  • 5 months ago
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It’s a beautiful day in Orlando today. I hope it pours so I can stand under the rain.
looool^ I don’t know if I should go to the dorms or visit my brother today. Cuz Thursday I have school and work back to back and I wanted to spend Friday cleaning my house for Saturday&Sunday’s guests. 
Work here I come -__-

It’s a beautiful day in Orlando today. I hope it pours so I can stand under the rain.

looool^ I don’t know if I should go to the dorms or visit my brother today. Cuz Thursday I have school and work back to back and I wanted to spend Friday cleaning my house for Saturday&Sunday’s guests. 

Work here I come -__-

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  • 7 months ago
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I leave in two days but I can’t bring myself to finish packing…

I just go to sleep crying and wake up with annoyingly dry eyes. 

I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate…that Armon became my new Advil and I’m leaving. My two Advil people aren’t going to be in the same city as me -____-

Ughh. 

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  • 9 months ago
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About

Keishla.

18.
oreos.
committed.
passionate.
a little bit broken.
odd sense of humor.
harry potter forever.
trying to find the right words.

College Freshmen.
Orlando, Florida.

Currently: Fusing the broken pieces of my heart back together.